Born into Chaos – Destined for Purpose

Coach Debby joined us for the show this week. She knows our guest, Eddie Purpose since she’s helping him write a book. It was delightful to have Coach Debby back on Life Mastery Radio.

What a story Eddie must tell in his book, which he’s been writing since 2008! We’re happy he shared part of it with us.

Eddie Purpose

I was born into chaos, and that has proven to be a generational problem. I did not have an active father. As the youngest child, my older brother became my role model – but he didn’t know he was supposed to model for me.”

Eddie Purpose

Despite being a pretty good football player with a promising athletic future in high school, Eddie left practice one day to steal.

You can call it a poverty crime – wanting to get ahead in a way that wasn’t available to me without dishonesty. I may have wanted to impress my older brother, proving I could get things on my own.”

Eddie Purpose

Eddie was caught and convicted at the age of 16 for committing an armed home invasion. However, before he was placed in prison, he went on the run. He was captured at the age of 18 and served time until his release at age 31.

You might ask why someone would make a choice that will likely lead to death or prison. Eddie shared a thought-provoking answer to that question:

It’s like any other addiction – smoking, alcohol, etc. It’s an addiction to a lifestyle. You know it’s not good for you, but you’re comfortable with it, and it’s difficult to shake.

Eddie changed his life in prison, but not because of prison itself.

Prison does not reform nor rehabilitate. I met the smartest men in prison, and they helped to empower me. I learned it takes a real leader to inspire someone to think a more positive way  in the midst of a negative situation.”

Eddie is thankful for multiple programs which are helping prisoners, and for the men who provided vision for his future outside of prison.

Now Eddie is the Founder of a nonprofit organization in Seattle Washington called Progress Pushers. Their mission is to empower youth affected by societal systems so they can live in their greatness.

It began in 2018 providing help to people ages 12-24. They gather and discuss real life issues, and while the groups now meet online, they also help individuals too.

If they need rent paid. If they need a couch; if they have a phone bill which needs paid, we have financial resources to help. Then we mentor them through long-term solutions

Eddie Purpose

Progress Pushers desires to break generational patterns through life skills training. They help with resume writing, interview coaching, and civic engagement.

Eddie asks the individuals who come to him:

When you look in the mirror, what do you see, what are your goals, and what tools do you need to reach your goals?”

Because Eddie wants to break  generational patterns, he legally changed his last name from Howard (given to his family by slaveholders) to Purpose. He feels empowered by this simple act. He’s ready to help others change their generational norms as well.

Eddie Purpose and family

The Power Pushers website is still under construction. But keep this on your radar since Eddie and his program are destined to help many people with unexpected outcomes.

What’s wrong with this picture?

You know those puzzles we played as kids? Identify what’s wrong with a certain picture?

Last week’s guest tells us there’s a lot wrong with the picture of suicide and the way we look at it, deal with it, and avoid talking about it.

Jackie Simmons

She became an entrepreneur by accident operating a home-based daycare business. There was a need, and she listened. Action was taken, and Jackie Simmons found success in the process.

Years later Jackie learned a secret her daughter was hiding. It happened one year ago.

I was hosting an event and my daughter was speaking. She gave a 7-minute talk that not only rocked my world, it launched a mission.”

Jackie Simmons

Jackie’s daughter shared a statistic from the Centers for Disease Control (CDC): 3000 young people a day attempt suicide in the United States. What rocked Jackie’s world was when her daughter admitted she thinks of taking her life.

“When I was 14…”

Jackie’s daughter shared her multiple suicide attempts, which Jackie knew about. The problem, Jackie realized, is that they hadn’t talked about it for 20 years.

I sold myself on the idea that if she was getting professional help, we didn’t need to talk about it. I didn’t know how deadly the silence could be until she shared that, at 37 years old, she still struggles with thoughts of suicide.”

Jackie Simmons

Jackie wondered: “How could I have missed this…again?”

Mom, I want to start a program helping teens learn coping skills BEFORE they need them.”

Jackie Simmons’ daughter

The mission started with a book titled: Make it A Great Day, The Choice is Yours. It’s a collection of stories about breaking the silence of suicide.

Jackie and her daughter went into schools and began talking to teenagers. As much as she didn’t want to talk about this subject 20 years ago, Jackie feels she must talk about it today.

I stood in a room of high school students and learned 100 percent of them had attempted suicide, knew someone who had attempted suicide, or knew someone who was successful at committing suicide. 100 percent!

Jackie Simmons

The tragedy is that parents to most of these kids would believe their child is “normal” and would never attempt suicide; that they’d be able to see the signs.

Jackie told us on her interview that “normal” IS thinking of suicide. Most kids think about it. Because of the stigma which surrounds suicide, they don’t tell anyone they’re thinking about it. Then, they try not to think about it. They try so hard to not think about it, that it becomes something they can’t stop thinking about.

You can go the websites like CDC, and NAMI, and they’ll provide the warning signs of suicide. But here’s what bothers me about those checklists:”

  1. Most people don’t know there’s a checklist until after someone they know has committed suicide or attempted to do so.
  2. There’s no disclaimer on any of the checklists I could find which states “There may have been no signs…

Jackie calls that a ticket to Shouldville. “I should have seen it; I should have done something.”

Jackie claims to have lived in Shouldville for over 20 years.

Have you ever lived in Shouldville? Get out quickly!

The Suicide Risk Indicators

You or your family might be at risk for suicide if someone in your family…

  • Struggles with a chronic illness or chronic pain
  • Has an addiction of any kind (being right, being on devices, chemicals, drugs, alcohol, sex, etc.)
  • Struggles with ongoing financial issues
  • Knows someone who’s tried or died
  • Has something about them that’s a little different (disability, accent, new in town)

WE ARE ALL AT RISK

Jackie had too many helpful tips to share them all in this blog post, and it’s worth listening again and again to her interview.

Listen to it right here right now. Jackie Simmons Life Mastery Radio Interview It could save a life.

Golden Pearls

Golden pearls are a rare, deep gold colored gem resulting from irritation of a foreign substance inside a living oyster. They are often referred to as a 24k golden pearl and grow in the South Sea of Indonesia.

Golden Pearls

Because Golden Pearls are so rare, they provide an excellent metaphor for transcendence, and relates to the experiences and lessons shared in the book written by our recent guests Dr. Allen Lycka and Harriet Tinka.

The book is: THE SECRETS TO LIVING A FANTASTIC LIFE: Two Survivors Reveal the 13 Golden Pearls They’ve Discovered.

It was delightful to hear their individual stories, and I was inspired with a desire to possess the 13 pearls they teach of.

In 2003, Dr. Allen Lycka heard a neurologist say: “You have Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis, ALS (Lou Gehrig’s disease), and you have six months to live. Get your affairs in order.”

One late evening, Harriet Tinka walked into the elevator in her college dorm building when someone grabbed her neck from behind.

“You thought you could escape me?”

Harriet recognized the voice. It was the stalker who had managed to walk into the secured building, despite the restraining order she had filed against him.

Harriet was kidnapped, stabbed, and left for dead.

Dr. Allen Lycka

Dr. Lycka:

First, I reacted with anger. How could this be? I was only 52 years old. I was at the peak of my career, my life. How could this be? I was too young to die. It was so unfair.

I plunged harder into my work. If I were going to die, I’d have something to show for it at the end. I then became depressed. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t eat. My work began to suffer.

For the first time, I thought of suicide. I bargained with God. “I will do anything if you don’t let me die”. I became angry. I was in denial.

It is true that when your life is near the end, you begin to see things more clearly. You begin to see patterns, things you could never see otherwise. You reach out. So, I began a journey– a journey to find my true diagnosis. I wasn’t going down without a fight. And I did not accept I had ALS and was going to die.

Harriet Tinka

Harriet Tinka:

The courts gave my abuser only three months in jail. I was outraged with the judge’s decision to give him such a lenient sentence for attempted murder.

I fell into a deep depression. I would cry silently, with no one to help. I was an embarrassment and failure to everyone in my life.

Determined to end my life, I bought a bottle of sleeping pills, took them, and went to sleep. I woke up disoriented. Trying to end my life was another failure.

Then I met Amber in the hospital. A drunk driver ran a red light and struck their vehicle with such force that it instantly killed both her parents.

Amber would be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of her life. She was motherless, fatherless, and homeless. Yet, she was full of joy and happiness. I asked her why she exuded joy after enduring such a tragedy.

She looked at me with a sincere smile and whispered, ‘I am lucky to be alive. Now here’s a challenge for you – you are alive too. Why don’t you use your experience to make a difference in your world?’

You’ll have to read their book to learn how Dr. Lycka and Harriet Tinka regained their love for life. However, I will share a few of their GOLDEN PEARLS.

#1: Love

Hopes are more powerful than despair. Joy always triumphs over sorrow.”

Dr. Allen Lycka

#2: Inspiration

Be “the inspiration” for someone else.”

Harriet Tinka

#5: Intention (Purpose)

Ikigai (生き甲斐, pronounced [ikiɡai]) is a Japanese concept that means “a reason for being.

Harriet Tinka

#7: Forgiveness

Forgiveness is a conscious, deliberate decision to release feelings of resentment or vengeance toward a person or group who has harmed you, regardless of whether they deserve your forgiveness.

Harriet Tinka

#11: Laughter

An onion can make people cry but there’s never been a vegetable that can make people laugh.”

Will Rogers

Their book is not something you read only once. Dr. Lycka suggests that you must read it again and again. My suggestion for you is to simply read it, and enjoy it…

The More Light you Have, the More Darkness Attacks you

It’s really cool to be different. We are all here to raise consciousness. The more light you have, the more the darkness attacks you.”

Kimberly Meredith

Our guest this past Tuesday has a long resume of spiritual gifts. Kimberly Meredith is a:

  • Medical Medium
  • Trance Channeler
  • Hands-on Healer
  • Spiritual Teacher
  • Spiritual Speaker
  • Vessel for God, Mother Mary, Ascended Masters, Angels, and Advanced Civilizations

Kimberly is often compared to Edgar Cayce, the Father of Holistic Medicine, himself a Medical Medium, and the most documented psychic of the 20th Century.

Kimberly has healed and helped many thousands of people, removing tumors, restoring hearing, curing cancer, correcting immobility, and completely alleviating people of disease.

Kimberly is able to “scan” people and animals faster and more accurately than any MRI, ultrasound or thermography machine, accurately diagnosing diseases and symptoms. Through her healing mediumship and blinking eyes, Kimberly is then guided to perform laying-on of hands or psychic surgery to heal these conditions through the power of the Holy Spirit.

Kimberly’s gifts manifest through her eyes blinking up to 20 Multidimensional Codes, including three consecutive blinks, which indicate Divine Confirmation. She communicates through divinely-guided sign language, and she also speaks in 5th Dimensional Etheric Angelic Light Language in order to heal, awaken, and move humanity forward.

Using 41 different code eye blinks, Kimberly scans human beings with her hands and diagnoses disease. She’s a Trans-Channeler, and blinks when she’s in a trance. This happens almost constantly.

Kimberly has had paranormal experiences since childhood. She was given the pet name of “Chon” a Vietnamese word meaning God.

At three years of age, Kimberly brought a dead bird back to life. Her dog had once seized, and with CPR Kimberly brought the dog back as well. At such a young age, she didn’t understand her spiritual gifts, but came to understand her great grandmother had had similar shamanic talents.

In one year, (2013) Kimberly had two near death experiences, which she called her “awakening”. She accepted her gifts and began to have many deep spiritual experiences. “You are here to help” said a voice from God.

Kimberly hosts her own syndicated radio program, The Medical Intuitive Miracle Show, broadcast live weekly on KCAA Radio 102.3 FM – 1050 AM – 106.5 FM and streaming worldwide on KCAARadio.com, Spotify, Stitcher, iHeartRADIO, Tiki, and Spreaker.

If you’re impressed with Kimberly’s long list of talents, imagine how thrilled we were to have her on Life Mastery Radio.

Kimberly has recently written an ebook titled: Coronavirus Top 21 Protection Tips, very timely in the midst of our current pandemic.

Coronavirus: Top 21 Protection Tips provides easy-to-use techniques that will reduce your chances of getting the virus. The book also contains tips for strengthening your immune system so that in the event you do contract the virus the impact will be less severe.

Please visit Kimberly’s website for more information about her talents and programs to help YOU: www.thehealingtrilogy.com

The Mind-Body Connection for Better Sleep

So far 2020 has been the year of social isolation, losses of income, business, and routine. Varied emotions such as sadness, fear, worry, anxiety, and hopelessness are keeping us up at night, suppressing our immune system, and making us susceptible to the very virus that’s been causing all of the above.

On the most recent show of Life Mastery Radio, we had two experts who are helping all of us break the cycle of stress and sleeplessness.

Chris Burres and Patrick Wanis, PhD

Chris Burres is a research engineer and scientist whose primary mission is to help people live longer, healthier, pain-free lives. He co-founded SES Research providing ESS60 to the 2012 Paris Baati Study, finding that subjects taking it lived 90 percent longer than control groups.

Patrick Wanis, PhD is a world-renowned expert on behavioral therapy. He is the creator of SRTT Therapy (Subconscious Rapid Transformation Technique) designed for trauma, PTSD, and other behavioral and relational issues.

These two guests coming from very different backgrounds have come together to restore the mind-body connection so important to our wellness.

We learned the following during our interview:

  1. Dr. Wanis offers an audio book titled: “7 Emotions that are Holding you Hostage Right Now and Keeping you from Peace of Mind” It’s FREE to our viewers right now! https://www.myvitalc.com/lifemastery/
  2. Dr. Wanis offers a FREE self guided meditation at the same link.
  3. ESS60 is a Nobel Prize-Winning molecule manufactured since 1991. Users report extraordinary sleep benefits
  4. Supplements and sleep aids are not helpful in improving sleep because they essentially knock you out, and your body does not experience REM sleep, which is needed for nightly healing.
  5. During the Covid-19 Pandemic, Dr. Wanis has created an ongoing series of videos designed to help people get through the crisis.

View the entire interview right here: Life Mastery Radio

Access the Power Inside You!

In the Western world, the body and mind are typically perceived as two separate entities. The body is solid, made from physical matter, while the mind is intangible and non-physical.”

Master Mingtong Gu
Master Mingtong Gu

Chinese tradition takes a very different view of the situation, with a holistic paradigm of mind-body-heart as inseparable energy systems. There is an invisible, yet measurable, energy field connecting your mind-body-heart and all life!

Recently, modern science has been discovering the same secrets that Chinese healing traditions have known for thousands of years! For example, physicists have shown that only 4% of the energy in our universe has a physical form. The other 96% is formless and invisible.

Just like the universe, your physical body is only one small manifestation of your energy.

Master Mingtong Gu

As a child growing up in China during the Cultural Revolution, Master Gu, our most resent guest on Life Mastery Radio, endured hunger, poverty, and a long separation from his birth family. Despite these incredible hardships, he became the first from his village to attend college.

Master Gu discovered the treasures of his own culture through the spiritual iconography of Hinduism, Buddhism, Taoism, and Western mystic traditions while practicing yoga, Tantric Buddhism, and qigong.

Because Qigong cultivates your mind-body-heart and allows you to experience the true nature of all phenomena – including your body – as pure energy, this practice reconnects you with the universal oneness of yourself, others, and nature.”

Master Mingtong Gu
Master Mingtong Gu

Master Gu has created the Pure Qi Online series—a collection of courses which translate the ancient teachings of Wisdom Healing Qigong™ for contemporary times. He is also the founder of the Chi Center and the Center for Wisdom Healing Qigong, a beautiful 79-acre resort located 20 minutes south of Santa Fe, New Mexico.

Master Gu talked about Wisdom Healing Qigong on the show and offered FIVE STEPS to HEAL ILLNESS and INJURY, ENHANCE WELL-BEING, and ENJOY RADIANT HEALTH:

1. Movement to Create Mind-Body Connection

Slow movements allow for relaxation as well as an energetic flow. Deep movements allow the opening of energy channels as well as release of pain, blockages and stress.

2. Sound Healing for Emotional Clearing and Well-being

By chanting certain sounds, such as the “Haola” you can mobilize the movement and absorption of chi.

3. Meditation and Visualization to Calm Your Mind and Reduce Stress

You can access the power of your mind through visualization and meditation, which access different parts of the brain’s functions beyond linear thinking.

4. Connecting Energy for Holistic Mind-Body-Heart Function

Everything in life is based on energy. And so, we practice establishing your mind-heart-body energy connection so that these systems work together to experience a deeper wholeness, in the process releasing tension and stress from organs and muscles, thoughts and emotions.

5. Experience Oneness in Everyday Life

The profound sense of oneness with the universe and all life that you experience after consistent practice can be life-changing.

All you need to do is begin, re-empowering yourself and
reconnecting with the healing energy of life. For more information and guidance on your journey, visit
www.ChiCenter.com

Build a Better Life

We all have opportunity to build a better life. We should use our free will in creative ways, rather than in reactive ways.”

Eliyahu Jain

When Madonna, Roseanne, Ashton Kutcher, Demi Moore, Giselle Bundchen, Guy Ritchie and Michael Strahan were at a crossroads in their lives or wanted to delve more deeply into the wisdom of the Jewish mystical cosmology and teachings of the Kabballah, they turned to Eliyahu Jian, our most recent guest on Life Mastery Radio

Born in Israel, Eliyahu had many mentors and teachers. He studied Chinese medicine, Kabballah, and Astrology. He learned to help people manifest from nothing to something.

Eliyahu enjoyed being a student until one of his masters told him it was time to help others. He was travelling and lecturing around the world, touting that he could know everything about someone in 5 minutes.

Cultivating true happiness enables one’s success to increase. Money does not mean happiness.”

Eliyahu Jian

Known for his keen sense of humor, contagious smile and natural ability to simplify complicated knowledge, Eliyahu uses a multitude of spiritual tools to teach.

Three building blocks to transformation:

  1. Understanding true freedom
  2. Changing desires from petty to freedom
  3. Faith that the Creator will grant you freedom

Freedom is to DESIRE, THINK, and CONTROL what you want, but not to let your want control you. Feel the fulfillment of your desire as if it’s already been achieved. Anything can act as a trigger for positive change if you only choose for it to do so.”

Eliyahu Jian

At the end of each chapter of his book The Laughing Billionaire, Eliyahu provides a commitment note – you will commit to do something in writing, then you’ll take action.

Eliyahu’s views on Astrology:

Astrology is affecting us if we’re not affecting it. It’s like a movie being projected onto a screen. We only see a reflection of the real image.”

~ “Your life success, or lack thereof, during this time depends on your emotions. It’s the best time to ask for forgiveness and to give forgiveness. If, however, you’re looking only for justice, it will work against you.”


~ “If we will change, we will affect the planet to change as well.

~ “Mercury is in retrograde. Mercury is in charge of money and communication. This will be either good or bad, depending on how people use what happens.”

~ “Search for mercy, not justice. Just chill. I promise you will have anything you want if you just chill right now.”

Eliyahu Warns:

“Whatever damage you do until November 2020 will work against you for a very long time. Whatever you create until November 2020 will work for you for a long time.”

Eliyahu Jian offers free online classes. You can learn more at vitaltransformation.org

You’re Missing the Point

“One night I got up with the dog and saw a giant full moon. I heard her talk to me: You’re missing the point. It’s not about whether you stay here, or go there, it’s about who you want to be.”

Rebecca Thompson
Rebecca Thompson

Rebecca Thompson was a highly regarded engineer who became spiritually awakened through one of life’s trials. She had a successful career, husband, and three children. Life was normal and stereotypical until her husband lost his job and turned to alcohol.

Rebecca was keeping the balls in the air trying to hold her husband, kids, and finances in sync. She started doing volunteer work with her daughter and was invited to a dowsing class.

“We were each given metal dowsing rods, and we calibrated them by saying, ‘show me a yes’ and ‘show me a no’. We played for a few minutes and found it worked! I was just blown away. There was something more than me causing the reactions I was getting”

She was intrigued and wanted to know more. Her curiosity led Rebecca to a Reiki class wherein she had a very spiritual experience. Feeling powerless at the time because of her husband’s alcoholic addiction, these experiences ultimately led Rebecca to know she could have a different life.

I was so focused on what he was doing, trying to control him, and trying to keep him busy so he couldn’t drink, I wasn’t focusing on myself

Rebecca Thompson

Rebecca learned her higher power through a series of interesting conversations with friends, coaches, and the moon.

Rebecca was trying to decide to stay with, or leave, her husband. Many voices in her head were providing conflicting advice. The conversation with the moon provided Rebecca with the most powerful advice:

You’re missing the point

Slow down

You’re addicted to business

Listen to your heart

Don’t go it alone

After the decision to leave her husband, the moon told Rebecca:

Take stock. You need to be above reproach. Take stock of who you are.

During all these challenges, Rebecca had been talking weekly to her friend, Darlene. They had moved away from each other years before, but they talked every Sunday at 8:30 pm.

We’d made a pact that we’d speak every week on the phone and see each other twice a year. And we’ve done it without fail for years.

Rebecca Thompson

Their conversations about life, dreams, visions, and goals became the content for Rebecca and Darlene’s book: Sunday at 8:30: Two Decades of Life Planning.

In an exercise at a writing retreat, Rebecca started writing about her spiritual journey. It became more than an exercise, it became a book titled: Rebecca Rising: How I found courage and self-love through friendship, coaching and conversations with the moon

The two books were published within months of each other. Both are inspirational and motivational.

Rebecca’s greatest lesson: “Love myself

The Prescription for Chaos, Separation, and Fear

Julie Krull, author of Fractured Grace: How to Create Beauty, Peace and Healing for Yourself and the World was our delightful guest on Life Mastery Radio last Tuesday. Her book is a prescription for individual and collective healing and wholeness in our escalating state of chaos, separation, and fear.

My mystic Self opened up when I was a young girl. I had a near-death experience at about the age of 5.”

Julie Krull

Julie had chronic tonsillitis. Surgeries to remove her tonsils were constantly rescheduled because consistent infection made surgery risky. One day Julie became septic – an infection of the blood, which spread quickly into every organ of her body causing a serious condition.

I was laying on mother’s bed napping. I heard her yelling at me to wake up. I could see her as if my eyes were open. I could not respond or speak, and the urgency in my mother’s voice became stronger.

This isn’t funny. Stop pretending. It is time to get up’.”

Julie explained she was consciously present outside of her dying body watching the reaction of her family and doctors deal with her physical unconsciousness.

She recovered from the physical infection and found herself infused with lasting effects of that mystical experience.

Julie learned to walk and navigate in the mystic world. She did not talk about it with other people because it felt strange, and many times there was no one to share it with anyway.

Julie continued to commune with God for many years, living actively in both worlds of reality and mystical realms. Whenever she heard news reports of tragedies, Julie would be deeply affected with heart-felt pain. At home, she experienced divorce and chemical dependency by family members.

In her conversations with God Julie would say, “I don’t get these humans. Why don’t they GET IT? Why don’t they understand the truth of who we are?”

At the age of eleven, the powers were really turned on. One day she was sitting on the grass in her yard asking God these questions and feeling unhappy with the way people treated each other.

At that moment I began leaving my body. There was a host with me – an amazing man with long gray hair and beard. We ascended and I was out of my body. I could see myself in our yard, I could see the neighborhood, and the whole community.
We went out into space. The man and I were holding the earth, hovered, in our cupped hands. I saw what was to happen on the planet now, as we begin to consciously heal.

Julie Krull

Julie saw hope for our world. Light was encircling the planet and landing on it, lighting it up. Everything came into balance.

I saw who I would be in my 50’s and what sort of work I’d be doing.”

Julie Krull

We normally see ourselves as separate individuals. Separate from one another, separate from the earth, from the planet, the cosmos, and separate from God. It has been in that consciousness which we have created all we have created, and it’s worked for a long time. We have mastered it.

We are learning now that the great spiritual wisdom of millenniums has been showing us a different way. We have an independent, inter-connected field of consciousness. We do not HAVE consciousness. We ARE consciousness.

Everything is breaking down. Those old systems no longer sustain us. We are now able to rebuild. Although this awakening is not widely being reported, it is happening right now.

We’re all in this place of expansion

Julie’s book is filled with wonderful stories and prescriptions to help you be part of the healing of our planet, and the souls of those who live on it.

Soul Readings and Holy Assignments

Deneen Joyner, our most recent guest on Life Mastery Radio, calls herself a Soul Medium, adopting that moniker during the process of healing from some of life’s greatest challenges.

That’s the end of the story though, and to better understand Deneen’s journey, we should start from the beginning.

From the age of five, Deneen could hear, see, and speak to angels. Besides the usual playmates of a typical five year old, Deneen was entertained by immortal beings.

It was a lovely time for me, but I didn’t have a filter. I was unwittingly revealing secrets about family members. It wasn’t long until my family silenced me. I learned it wasn’t acceptable to share truth, feelings, and my gifts with others.”

Deneen Joyner

Deneen began to feel her gifts were not good, and perhaps even shameful. She put her gifts on a shelf and stuffed her feelings down. Years of ignoring her gifts made Deneen numb and disconnected.

I began to focus on the pain in my life.”

Deneen Joyner

In 2011 Deneen felt the walls of life were closing in, and the bottom falling out. She was in emotional pain, and didn’t know how to get out of it.

Every day felt like the same day. I was tapped out.”

Deneen Joyner

Deneen had been running for years, exhausting her funds. She had not made her car payment for months. The day came when it was repossessed.

When I saw my vehicle being hoisted up on the tow truck so they could take it away, it felt as though my soul had left me. I had gotten myself to this place, and things were really bad.”

Deneen Joyner

Having denied her gifts years before, Deneen lacked resources to help herself. She considered suicide as the only way out.

I was angry at God for making me feel I should take my life. Why did you give me these gifts? What are they for? I asked God, but I didn’t get an answer.”

Deneen Joyner

Deneen realized she wanted to know those answers even more than she wanted life to end. She began the process to heal. Her journey included learning about Family Karma.

The reason why people carry emotional pain is because no one ever showed us how to respond to emotional pain. When I began to uncover more of who I am, I discovered the ancestral inheritance I had been given. My pain was generational.”

Deneen Joyner

Deneen realized she had unconsciously learned an emotional framework; a lens she’d looked through to respond to life.

Family Karma is based on themes such as: incarceration, divorce, abandonment, illness, etc. This Karma is passed down invisibly to us until a black sheep becomes sensitive to it.

I was the black sheep, and although I couldn’t put my finger on why I felt uncomfortable in my family, I learned I had been given responsibility to change the Karma. I was the one to heal the bloodline.”

Deneen Joyner

Healing brought understanding to Deneen. She discovered:

  1. Divine Pain – sent to us by God in preparation for our Holy Assignment – our life’s purpose
  2. Recreated Pain – what we’ve attracted in our life, and what we continue to clone.

That pretty much makes for a messy life. We tend to focus on what we’ve recreated rather than what Divine has sent. Most often it takes trauma or a painful event to snap us out, and then Divine has our attention.
I invited my ancestors into my healing process, and they helped me. It became apparent that I had highly gifted healers in my family. What I’d been trying to outrun, I realized I never could.

Deneen Joyner

Deneen’s Holy Assignment was revealed:

Now that you have healed, you know how to do it, it’s your turn to show others who’ve forgotten as you did.

By 2014, Deneen knew the WHAT she needed to do. After some soul searching she discovered the HOW was to write a book.


You’re invited to learn what Deneen has in her memoir:
Soul Wounds & Sacred Revelations: A Warrior Daughter’s Awakening to Pain and Destiny
by Deneen Joyner